I've boarded up the windows to keep the morning from intrusion...

I had the shittiest morning. T____T

Last night we watched two Indiana Jones movies - Raiders of the Lost Ark and The Temple of Doom. I liked Temple of Doom the most of the two we've watched, but I wanted to KILL the girl in it. T___T She was SO ANNOYING! But the kid was just... awesome. There are no words. XD But yeah, so I saw both of those for the first time last night. :D;;

Then I had this really long nightmare that I'm not going to write about, but in the end some guy was trying to kill me with a crossbow. And I don't know why it was a crossbow, exactly, but oh well. I don't feel like posting it, really, but it was screwed up. It started out totally normal and calm and pretty and then it got scary and stupid. But I didn't die at the end, which is, um, impressive.

When I woke from that, I was surprised because Sadie wasn't on the couch, and she was acting weird. I figured a truck had driven by and scared her because she was shaking, so I was just all, "Calm down :D :D" and not really worrying about it. Chris got up and told me the plan was that we were going to go get Cait at 10:45 (because she was at work) and then go to Jared's to watch the last movie and drop off the stuff he forgot last night. Then Mom called and said she was coming home tomorrow and would be home Tuesday afternoon, and she asked if everyone was healthy, etc., and I said yes (the irony T___T) and everything was okay, blahblahblah. So then I hung up with her and not five minutes later, Sadie got sick. It was kind of normal since she'd been shaking, and she gets really nervous and does that sometimes, but I thought it might be a good idea to call Mom anyway. I didn't know the number to where she was, so I tried calling Dad and his cell phone was off, and then called Mike and Tammy's, but no one picked up there. Chris had to leave to go get Cait, so I just decided to wait at home and said they could get me before they went to Jared's.

So I went around trying to find Mom's number and called Tammy and Mike's again, and no one answered AGAIN, so I hung up and a couple of seconds later, Tammy called me back because she'd seen the number on the ID. I asked if she knew the number where Mom was at, since I couldn't find it, and she said she'd get it off the caller ID and she'd call back. So I was sitting with Sadie on the couch waiting, and she started shaking again and ran for the door, so I went after her and she was still acting like she was going to be sick, so I opened the door and she TOOK OFF. T____T She didn't get very far, but omfg. T_T So then I saw that she was vomiting blood and stuff, which scared the shit out of me, so I brought her back in and barely managed to catch Tammy's call, got Mom's number, and called. And then Cait and Chris got back and I kind of lost it because Sadie had scared me, so I gave Cait the phone. x_x

Then we went to the vet and she got tested and stuff and I guess she had a stomach ulcer. But I was so scared. T______T I am so fucking useless in emergencies. Sadie's home, but we have to bring her back tomorrow morning. I'm so glad it wasn't serious. ;___; Dr. Raditic said it could have been something with her pancreas, but she drew blood and all the levels and stuff seem to be fine, so yeah... she has a stomach ulcer. And because of it she'll have to get crated tonight, so that makes me feel bad... but I'm just so glad that she's not like, dying or anything. T___T Because she and Tenshi are incredibly important to me and something happening to her would have left me a wreck for like, weeks. ;_; But now she's just sleeping and not moving at all. XD;; I can't blame her. I feel really bad though, because she got blood all over the back of Chris' car (and all over me, but washing my jeans is, well, a whole hell of a lot easier) and yeah. T_____T

In about an hour, Dad will be here and then we're going to go pick up Sarah at her house. :D Then we're going to go up to the mall to see Mona Lisa Smile. It'll be SO nice seeing her, omfg. I haven't seen her since graduation. :D;;; So yeah. :D; That should be fun.

Hopefully today will get better. :D; And by the looks of things, it will. I hope nothing like this EVER happen AGAIN. T_______T I mean... we rarely have emergencies like that, and NEVER when I was freaking alone. x_x Even though I was only by myself for a couple of seconds. But I just can't deal with it very well. Like, even when Kili got his leg trapped and he was crying and stuff, I panicked, and this was worse than that. x_x;;

SO. Now that that's over and she's okay and I'm not about to have a breakdown. :D; I have nothing to say. XD Except that I have to go get ready. So I think I'll go do that. I have a headache. x_x I don't know what to do after school starts, though, like... if Sadie's going to still be sick, who's going to keep an eye on her? ;-; Hopefully she'll be feeling better by then, though~ I think we're supposed to start her on meds tomorrow, so it's good that Mom's coming home on Tuesday. But yeah. I'm going to end this and go get ready.

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Went to go see Mona Lisa Smile with Sarah earlier tonight. ^^

I liked it! It was a bit slow in the beginning, but I liked it. XD; It reminded me of Legally Blonde in a lot of ways, and since Sarah liked Mona Lisa Smile, I figured she would like Legally Blonde, too, so she might be coming over to watch it with me sometime. :D That would be pretty cool. ^^ I can't believe I haven't seen her since graduation. :D;; But it was nice. ^^ We went and got pizza, and then went into the theatre, and apparently we got matinee price, which was great XD;; because I didn't think we were, but I guess it was matinee price because it was before 6 and it's a Sunday? XD; *not sure* But yeah, that was fun, and it calmed me down, so I'm not nervous x10. :D;;

I didn't get to talk to Stephers today~ I haven't talked to her since Friday. XD;; So hopefully I'll get to talk to her tomorrow. :D Classes start Wednesday. ;___; I hope I can go up to BCC soon to get books and stuff. I'm half-excited and half not. XD Like, I want to go to classes less with each passing day, but at the same time I want them to start. XD;; Wtf. XD;; But yeah, feeling a lot better than I was earlier. :D I don't know what to do next, though~ I guess I'll go clean my room a little, since I want to watch a movie but can't since I can't sit on my bed. :D;; Which leads me to think that maybe I should make it so I can sleep in there or at least be in there for more than five seconds without getting pissed off (I get annoyed because of how you can't get anywhere and yeah :D;). I wouldn't be able to sleep in there over the next couple of days anyway if I'm supposed to be keeping an eye on Sadie overnight, but yeah... and I need to get the heat turned up in there, too. That's always a plus. :D;

So yeah, I think I'll go do that now. XD; I'll reply to comments/posts tomorrow, hopefully~

And Paulo posted this in his journal, and I thought some people on my friends list would be interested: Neon Genesis Evangelion concept art from Weta. I think the name changes are STUPID (Kate Rose? -_-; and Susan Whitnall?), but yeah. :D; I really hope they do a good job with the movie. ^_^